Ever
Album - 1993 - Debaser id 180848

i) After all
Following everything I've known
I was wondering all alone
Waiting for a time that might have been
My own way down
Suddenly everything is wrong
have I really been gone so long?
Hanging by the nails
Across my idle eyes so wide
And after all the days of fading senses
This has taken more
Than I had to give
If we face the one we've been avoiding
And I'm out of all control again
Let me go
Gathering comforting remains
I was unprepared, running scared
Faltering, and why do I hold on?
It's gone, I know
And after all the days of fading senses
I don't feel the same
And I want to live
The insecurity of never knowing
Has the race been run
And is the long day done?
ii) Fading senses (instrumental)

Out of a time when way back when
Disregarding discipline
Should have never given in
And I really should have known

Some are born into their lives
With a need to be destroyed
It's the wrong thing on my mind
The only thing we can't survive
Standing in the line of fire
Innocently dumb
They're in my head and still they come
Out of nowhere

Is there something
Something more than this?
Inner tension settled with a kiss

What a time to bump and grind
What a daydream, looking back
Never a worry in the world
For the cutter in the pack
I don't understand this pain


And I never will
The scene is gone and here they are
Out of nowhere

Is there something
Something that I've missed
It's going to happen and I can't resist

If I believed a single word
I would hesitate as well
Making Heaven out of Hell
All it takes is everything
I want to raise you up and see
There's something in your eyes
But every time I try, they come
Out of nowhere

Is there something
Something more than this?
Inner tension settled with a kiss
Is there something
Something that I've missed?
It's going to happen and I can't resist