Live & Rare
Live - 5 maggio 2006 - Debaser id 329050

Realized I can never win
Sometimes feel like I have failed
Inside where do I begin?
My mind is laughing at me

Tell me, why am I to blame?
Aren't we supposed to be the same?
That's why I will never tame
This thing thats burning in me

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Sometimes I can never tell
If I got something after me
That's why I just beg and plead
For this curse to leave me

Tell me, why am I to blame?
Aren't we supposed to be the same?
That's why I will never tame
This thing thats burning in me

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Betrayed
I feel so
Enslaved
I really tried
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my time
I did my TIME

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Oh god the anger's changing me
Oh god the anger's changing me

Are you ready?!

This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide
You don't know the chances. What if I should die?!
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!

Another place I find to escape the pain inside
You don't know the chances. What if I should die?!
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances. I'm so blind!

Deeper and deeper and deeper as I journey to
live a life that seems to be a lost reality
that I can never find a way to reach.
My inner selfesteem is low.
How deep can I go in the ground that I lay?
If I don't find a way to see through the gray that clouds my mind.
This time I look to see what's between the lines!

I can see, I can see, I'm going blind... [x12]
I'm blind [x4]

Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time is gone today
You flirt with suicide
Sometimes that's OK
Do what others say
I'm here standing hollow
Falling away from me, falling away from me

Day, is here fading
That's when I'm insane
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can't always say
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'
Falling away from me, falling away from me

Beating me down, beating me, beating me down
Down, into the ground, screaming so sound
Beating me, beating me, down, down
Into the ground

(Falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(Falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(Falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(Falling away from me)
Slow it down

Beating me down, beating me, beating me
Down, down, into the ground, screaming so sound
Beating me, beating me, down, down
Into the ground

Twisting me, they won't go away
So I pray, go away

Life's falling away from me
It's falling away from me
Life's falling away from me, FUCK!

Beating me down, beating me, beating me
Down, down, into the ground, screaming so sound
Beating me, beating me, down, down
Into the ground

(Falling away from me)
Beating me down
(Falling away from me)
Beating me, beating me
(Falling away from me)
Down, down
(Falling away from me)
Into the ground
Screaming so sound
(Falling away from me)
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
(Falling away from me)
Into the ground

I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame
I like my life insane
I'm fabricating and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around

Right now
Can't find a way
To get across the hate
When I see you

Right Now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right Now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right Now
I can't control myself
I fucking hate you!

I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So when I feel the need
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself and
Watch the blood hit the ground

Right now
Can't find a way
To get across the hate
When I see you

Right Now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right Now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right Now
I can't control myself
I fucking hate you!

You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again
My God I cannot take it

Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up

Right now
Can't find a way
To get across the hate
When I see you

Right Now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right Now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right Now
I can't control myself
I fucking hate you!

I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you
I fuckin' hate you (shut up)
I fuckin' hate you (shut up)
I fuckin' hate you (shut up)
I fuckin' hate you (shut up)

Hate, something, sometime, someway
Something kick off the floor for mine
Something, inside
I'll never ever follow
So give me something that is for real
I'll never ever follow

Get your boogie on
Get your boogie on

Hate, something, someway, each day
Dealing with no forgiveness
Why?
This shit inside
Now everyone will follow
So give me nothing just feel
And now this shit will follow

God paged me
You'll never see the lie, who wants to see?
God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say
God paged me
You'll never see the lie, who wants to see?
God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say

Each day I can feel it swallow
Inside something they took from me
I don't feel your deathly ways
Each day I feel so hollow, inside I was beating me
You will never see, so come dance with me

Dance with me
Dance with me
Dance with me
Dance with me
Dance with me
Dance with me
Rumbiddieboo
(Dance with me)
Rum bum dee dum dee bum diddie doo
(Dance with me, dance with me)
ME!

God paged me
You'll never see the lie, who wants to see?
God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say
God paged me
You'll never see the lie, who wants to see?
God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say

Got the life
Got the life
Got the life
Got the life
Got the life
Got the life
Got the life
Got the life

Got the life

This time, taking it away
I've got a problem, with me getting in the way,
Not by design (Could be 'My violent side')
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror.
I won't have to see the pain (Bleed, Bleed)
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again.

The hurt inside is fading
This shit gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
*I'm done*, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and oh I can not give anymore.

My mind is done with this
Okay, I've got a question.
Can I throw it all away
Take back what's mine
So I take my time, guiding the blade down the line
Each cut closer to the vein (Bleed, Bleed)

This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again.

The hurt inside is fading
This shit gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
I'm not, I’m not a whore
You've taken everything and oh I can not give anymore.

I'm here to stay (bring it down) [x4]
Bring it down [x4]
Gonna break it down [x7]
GONNA BREAK IT!

This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again.

The hurt inside is fading
This shit gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and oh I can not give anymore.

Live anymore
Give anymore
Live anymore
Give anymore.

Something takes a part of me
Something lost and never seen
Everytime I start to believe
Something's raped and taken from me, from me
Life's gotta always be messing with me
(You wanna see the light?)
Can't they chill and let me be free?
(So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain
(You wanna see the light?)
I try to every night
All in vain, in vain

Sometimes I cannot take this place
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste
Sometimes I cannot feel my face
You'll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me
You and I were meant to be
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me

Feeling like a freak on a leash
(You wanna see the light?)
Feeling like I have no release
(So do I)
How many times have I felt diseased?
(You wanna see the light?)
Nothing in my life is free, is free

Sometimes I cannot take this place
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste
Sometimes I cannot feel my face
You'll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me
You and I were meant to be
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me

Boom-na-da-mm-nam-da-heema-da
Boom-na-da-mm-nam-da-heema-da
Boom-na-da-mm-nam-da-heema-da
Boom-na-da-mm-nam-da-heema-da
Boom-na-da-mm-nam-da-heema-da
Boom-na-da-mm-nam-da-heema-da
Boom-na-da-mm-nam-da-heema-da
Boom-na-da-mm-nam-da-heema-da
Boom-na-da-mm-nam-da-heema-da
Boom-na-da-mm-nam-da-heema-da
Boom-na-da-mm-nam-da-heema-da
Boom-na-da-mm-nam-da-heema-da

GO!

So, fight!
Somethin'-nam-a-heema
Fight! Some things they fight!!

So, fight!
Somethin'-nam-a-heema
Fight! Some things they fight!!

So, fight!
Somethin'-nam-a-heema
Fight! Some things they fight!!

So, fight!
Somethin'-nam-a-heema
Fight! Some things they fight!!

Something takes a part of me
You and I were meant to be
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me
Part of me
Part of me
Part of me
Part of me

Honestly somehow it always seems
That am dreaming of something I could never be
It doesnt MATTER me ´cause I will always be the pimp
That I see in all of my fantasies

I dont know your fucking name
So what? Lets......

Screwing may be the only way that I can truly be free
From my fucked up reality
So I dream and stroke it harder
Cause it´s so fun to see my face staring back at me

I dont know your fucking name
So what? Lets fuck anyways!

All day I dream about sex
All day I dream about fucking


All day I dream about fucking
All day I dream about sex
Yes all day I dream about sex and all day I dream about sex
Yes all day I dream about sex and all day I dream about sex
Yes all day I dream about sex and all day I dream about sex
Yes all day I dream about sex

All day I dream about sex
All day I drem about fucking
All day I dream about sex
All day I dream about fucking

From the I Know What You Did Last Summer soundtrack


Must you keep looking at me
before you looked the other way.
Must you keep glaring at me
I know you look inside, and see what you made.

You took no pride in me
but now I'm your everything
it's finding out ya own(owe?) me
not all of your gloating.

Must you keep looking at me.
Now you see what I am.
Trust, I knew what it was.
I don't forget things, thinking I'm nothing.

You took no pride in me
but now I'm your everything
it's finding out ya own(owe?) me
not all of your gloating.

Pride of me
No Pride
Why (x7)

Must you keep looking at me
Before you looked the other way
Trust, I knew what it was
I don't forget things, look what you've made.

You took no pride in me
but now I'm your everything
it's finding out ya own(owe?) me
not all of your gloating.