Left of the Middle
Album - 24 novembre 1997 - Debaser id 11258

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry

Well you couldn't be that man that I adored
You don't seem to know, or seem to care what your heart is for
I don't know him anymore

There's nothin' where he used to lie
Our conversation has run dry
That's what's goin' on
Nothing's fine
I'm torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune teller's right
I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
But you crawled beneath my veins and now
I don't care, I have no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can't touch
I'm torn

I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn, torn

There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's goin' on
Nothing's right
I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late
I'm already torn, torn

Oh
Oh yeah, oh yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah

First the good news, it's gonna feel very nice
Then the bad news, you gotta pay a heavy price
Rip tide, we slide, we ride on a deep forbidden sea
Under we go, so slow, and you're hangin' onto me
And I say

Oh, oh, one more addiction in my world
Oh, one more connection to let go
Oh, floating down the river
Out of sight forever from my world
Its the only thing I know how to do

I reject you, but I can't follow through
And I'd forget you, but you'd end up tappin' on my back door
Somehow I lost myself in a tunnel long and black
Somewhere at the end
I pretend there's a way of turnin' back
And I say

Oh, oh, one more addiction in my world
Oh, one more connection to let go
Oh, floating down the river
Out of sight forever from my world
It's the only thing I know how to do

Take a breath, let it out
All the things you frown about
Are meaningless of course unless
You're doing this for real I guess
I meant to, but I don't know what
Is in the way and could I say
It's you, I bet I won't forget
Maybe I'm not ready yet

Oh, oh, one more addiction in my world
Oh, one more connection to let go
Oh, floating down the river
Out of sight forever from my world

(Repeat)

It's the only thing I know how to do
It's the only thing I know how to do
It's the only thing I know how to do
It's the only thing, only thing that I
It's the only thing, the only thing that I
It's the only thing I know how to do
It's the only thing, the only thing that I know how to do
If I forget you

There's no sign on the gate, and there's mud on your face
Don't you think it's time we re-investigate this situation
Put some fruit on your plate
You've forgotten how it started
Close your eyes, think of all the bubbles of love we made

And you're down on your knees
It's too late, oh don't come crawlin'
And you lie by my feet
What a big mistake, I see you fallin'

Got a buzz in my head, and my flowers are dead
Can't figure out a way to rectify this situation
Don't believe what you said
You've forgotten how it started
Close your eyes, think of all the bubbles of love we made

And you're down on your knees
It's too late, oh don't come crawlin'
And you lie by my feet
What a big mistake, I see you fallin'

I could sting like a bee, careful how you treat me
Baby, I don't think I'll accept your sorry invitation
Close the door as you leave
You forgotten how it started
Close your eyes, think of all the bubbles of love we made

And you're down on your knees
It's too late, oh don't come crawlin'
And you lie by my feet
What a big mistake, I see you fallin'

And you cry over me
I can't wait, I feel you stallin'
And you try to reach me
What a big mistake, I hear you callin'

And you're down on your knees
It's too late, oh don't come crawlin'
And you lie by my feet
What a big mistake (big mistake), I see you fallin'

I ask you to hold me
But you don't wanna hold me
It don't work like that
I want you to love me
But you don't wanna love me
I'm losing patience now

(Oh, leave me alone)
Oh, leave me alone
Stop asking for more
I'm going home on my own
(Oh, leave me alone)
Oh, leave me alone
I'm walking out of the door
I'll make it on my own

Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Just leave me alone

You like me to stroke you
Careful I don't choke you, did you read my mind?
You say don't be blue
Is that the best you can do?
I've lost my patience now

(Oh, leave me alone)
Oh, leave me alone
Stop asking for more
I'm going home on my own
(Oh, leave me alone)
Oh, leave me alone
I'm walking out of the door
I'll make it on my own

Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Just leave me alone

Da de da de da de da da

(Oh, leave me alone)
Oh, leave me alone
Stop asking for more
I'm going home on my own
(Oh, leave me alone)
Oh, leave me alone
I'm walking out of the door
I'll make it on my own

(Oh, leave me alone)
Oh, leave me alone
Stop asking for more
I'm going home on my own
(Oh, leave me alone)
Oh, leave me alone
I'm walking out of the door
I'll make it on my own

Take your hand
And place it in my pocket
Flick your eyes back in their sockets
Put those thoughts away
Sometimes they're much to loud
I'll take a breath
And cradle your sweet head
Should've stayed at home in bed
Put that face away
I'm melting for you

I know, I get cold
Cos I can't leave things well alone
Understand I'm accident prone
Me, I get free
Every night the moon is mine

But when the morning comes
Don't say you love me
Don't say you need me
I really don't think that's fair
Boy I'm not so dumb
But when you leave me
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing, I was there

I dreamt about another girl in bed with you
You just laughed and smiled
Denied the proof
We're fine till I think of the problem
I wish it made sense
Like a joke that no one gets
It's a life without regret
I want to feel that way, forever and ever

I know, I get cold
'cause I can't leave things well alone
Understand I'm accident prone
Me, I get free
Every night the moon is mine

But when the morning comes
Don't say you love me
Don't say you need me
I really don't think that's fair
Boy I'm not so dumb
But when you leave me
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing I was there
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing I was there with you
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing I was there
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing I was there with you

Don't say you love me
Don't say you need me
I really don't think that's fair
Boy I'm not so dumb
But when you leave me
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing, I was there with you
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing, I was there
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing, I was there with you
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing, I was there
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing, I was there with you
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing, I was there
I'll be wishing I, wishing I, wishing, I was there with you

My lullaby
Hung out to dry
What's up with that
It's over

Where are you dad
Mom's looking sad
What's up with that
It's dark in here

Why, bleeding is breathing
You're hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing
I used to

My mouth is dry
Forgot how to cry
What's up with that
You're hurting me

I'm running fast
Can't hide the past
What's up with that
You're pushing me

Why, bleeding is breathing
You're hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing
I used to
I used to

Why, bleeding is breathing
You're hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing
I saw you crawling on the floor

Why, bleeding is breathing
You're hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try, bleeding is believing
I saw you crawling to the door

Why,bleeding is breathing
You're hiding underneath the smoke in the room
Try,bleeding is believing
I saw you falling on the floor

Gotta get back
Gotta figure out a way
I'm losing - my senses to you
Where'd it go,
The bluebird I should follow
Back home? But where is home?

Guess it won't amount to much
Won't be long before I crush
I'll stand in line

Don't believe a thing they say, today
Seems we all get lost amongst the pigeons and the crumbs

All alone
But I'm in a crowded room
I'm sinking, in quicksand tonight
You pick me up, and I shine across the sky till morning.
Then you colour me in

Guess it won't amount to much
Seems to me I've lost my touch
I'm back in line

Don't believe a thing they say, today
Turn around and walk away
Everything will go your way, I pray
Seems we all get lost amongst the pigeons and the crumbs.

(Repeat until fade.)

Some people
Don't worry
'Bout nothing
Don't know what's going on
I'm not one
Who can't say they're sorry
I just care what's going on
There's more important things
Than making sure your watch looks just right
And second hand opinions
Don't make you look any smarter
Don't you think
Don't you think
Don't you think that maybe it's time, yes it's time
Time you started thinking
Time you started thinking
And don't just sweeten up the taste
Brother shoots brother
But meanwhile you're fixing up your face
You're not affected by the truth
Unless it's on your doorstep
Deodorise your paradise
No point in getting crazy
Don't you think
Don't you think
Don't you think that maybe
It's time, yes it's time
Time you started thinking 'bout things in the back of your head
Someone said before you turn a blind eye
Hear a bell ring sex sells everything
But I don't buy it so don't try it
Sleeping in the small world head in the sand
Better wash your hands, make a new plan
There's more important things
Than making sure your shoes walk just right
Ignore reality there's nothing you can do about it...
The clothes you wear don't make the man
It's just another party
(chorus)

Sweet confetti out looking for a saviour
Finding it hard to break the chain
Nothing ventured, nothing gained
Ice cream beauty acting on her best behaviour
Finding it hard to bite her tongue
Feeling so old as the night is young

CHORUS
Six foot leaning on a lizard chest
Two red dragons ironed on his vest
All that money you deserve the best
I'm impressed, I'm impressed, I'm impressed

What you've got isn't all that you've been given
Changing your body like you change your jeans
Nothing is ever as it seems
Something tells me it's a marriage made in heaven
Stealing your look from a magazine
Playing the part from a movie scene

CHORUS

Everyday is like your birthday
But the candle's burning
Don't you see, don't you see
CHORUSx2

Everybody's been in my face
Tellin' me I gotta make a change
All I ever hear day and night is "You better hurry up and get a life"
I need some direction-'cause the clock is tickin' away

Then a friend of a friend of mine
Says I've really been on his mind
And wants to go out and check out what the feelin's about
Says we have a deep connection-well it sure is news to me
And all I can say is

Intuition tells me how to live my day
Intuition tells me when to walk away
Could have turned left
Could have turned right
But I ended up here
Bang in the middle of real life

Then another one always says-she'd do anything to get ahead
She doesn't care if she has to scratch and claw to get in the door
She wants her 15 minutes of fame and 20 would be nice
But I guess it's her life

'Cause intuition tells me that I'm doin' fine
Intuition tells me when to draw the line
Could have turned left
Could have turned right
But I ended up here
Bang in the middle of real life
should have turned left
But I turned right
And I ended up here
And I fell alright

You make it hard for me
Can't find the real you
You really think that I can't see
What it is that you're trying to do

(Chorus)