Second Life Syndrome
Album - 28 ottobre 2005 - Debaser id 269147

I have spent all my previous life
Waiting for something else to start
Now I see that I have felt so numb
To everything that passed me by

Need to go land on my own two feet
Need to change my life this way
Need to free my mind of memories
Watch them how they screw my brain

The time that has come
Convinced what I feel inside
In darkness I float
How far is the light?

Inside – fearland
Don't want you to know
Outside – fearless
I do want you to watch
Do you mind?

Would you step aside
Make way for me
Can't you see I'm dead set on doing this

Enough of dreamless nights
Enough of sleepless nights
I'm the way I am
Get out of my sight
DO YOU MIND?

You can put me in the lion's cage
You can take my soul
Give a second name
But I don't intend to stop my fight
And I'm not afraid
NOT AFRAID

I've been watching you
Waiting for the right
Moment to make
The first move

Do you wanna know
Why I keep avoiding your eyes
And why I'm running away
It's crazy, I know

I've been conceiving you for too long

Or maybe I'm
Destined to be alone
Or maybe there's someone who
Will understand

That I'm not able
To share my world
I'm still running away
It's crazy, I know

I've been conceiving you for too long
If only I could change all things around

Still conceiving you all along
Still conceiving you

I've been conceiving you for too long
If only I could change all things around
I've been conceiving you for too long
I've grown used to that

Still conceiving you all along
Still conceiving you ...

Hi my friend
Shake my hand
Tell your lie
With your artificial smile
Don't be mad
I just want to help you
To say these words out loud

I don't like you cause they like you
I hate you cause they love you
I wish you ill cause they wish you well
I'm so happy when they f you

Strike a blow
For my fall
Crush me down
And just say these words out loud

I don't like you cause they like you
I hate you cause they love you
I wish you ill cause they wish you well
I'm so happy when they f you

And this is what we do
And this is who we are
Why don't you want to stop
You always see my life up against your life

I don't like you cause they like you
I hate you cause they love you
I wish you ill cause they wish you well
I'm so happy when they f you

Tell me your lie!!!

I turned you down so hastily
And it's tearing me apart
In my heart of hearts I'm screaming
In my heart of hearts I cry
And it's cold
So cold

I turned you down
Oh, I turned you down so thoughtlessly
And it's tearing me apart
In my heart of hearts I'm screaming
In my heart of hearts I cry
How I wish you told me that

I wish you'd told me that before
I wish you'd told me that before
I wish you'd told me that before

I turned you down

Pull myself together – holding on
Standing at the point of no return
Keeping on the right side of my heart
And the moment of truth is falling on me now

I don't care if what I want
Is written in my eyes
You can think of me what you feel
I don't really mind
How about laughing at my habits
At my needs
I'm afraid I'll stay unmoved
Know I have to be

Before you come and tell me who I am
Before you try to make me someone else
Step out of your line, out of line
Step out of your line

I don't care if what I want
Is written in my eyes
You can think of me what you feel
I don't really mind
How about spitting venom in my face again
I'm afraid I'll stay unmoved
You just waste your breath

Before you come and tell me who I am
Before you try to make me someone else
Step out of your line
Step out of line

Shall we dance my friend?

Join in the shadow dance
Join in the shadow dance
Join in the shadow dance
Join in the shadow dance

I'm standing on the edge, about to fall
In the middle of the point of no return
Trying to forget those days I failed to act
I'm not going to back out
I've come too far

I can almost see the light
Feel its warmth
And touch the moment I was waiting for so long
I carried all before me
Now the die is cast
With open arms I'm standing out against my past