Suicide by My Side
Album - 7 gennaio 2002 - Debaser id 61867

Vengeance piercing through my heart As I watch you kiss the dirt And make you swallow your betrayal and sin Though for now I say farewell But one day I will return with a smile As I spit on your grave! I'm sick...tired of this abuse I've played the fool for many years Escape...shelter me from harm Your lies...pushed me to the edge I've finally reached my breaking point Come here...meet your nemisis Vengeance piercing through my heart As I watch you kiss the dirt And make you swallow your betrayal and sin Though for now I say farewell But one day I will return with a smile As I spit on your grave! Taste this...swift thrust of my blade It's laced with poison from my veins Lay there...helpless and afraid You bleed...I gaze with a grin A taste of your own medicine Your tears...please the beast within Vengeance piercing through my heart As I watch you kiss the dirt And make you swallow your betrayal and sin Though for now I say farewell But one day I will return with a smile As I spit on your grave! Yes, right now I say farewell But one day I will return with a smile As I spit on your grave!

Entering into a world darkness
I hesistate even though there is no other way
To bring you back to me

Even in death you have never left me
The sacrifice of another sends me soaring
Into the afterworld

In search for you I encounter Cyane
I go astray to make ammends for slaughtering
The young and innocent

They've closed the gates of eternity
And sent the enslaved souls to wander helplessly
Into the nothingness

An evil force lies waiting there
As Alti casts her spell and closes in
Bonded by death to defeat her
We leave the prison of our bodies
Have our souls unite as one and...

The shamaness chanting furiously
She does the dance of spirits and commands them
To possess the lifeless ones

Begin the clash between good and evil
We'll overcome and the last thing you will hear me say is...
"I have many skills"

An evil force lies waiting there
As Alti casts her spell and closes in
Bonded by death to defeat her
We leave the prison of our bodies
Have our souls unite as one and...

Strike the demons
Make them pay
Drain her power
The sin trade

You've come to me with your tears
But I just walk away in anger
I won't forget the years I lost
You took away my youth

You seek forgiveness from me
I close my eyes and pretend you're not here
I've moved one. I'm not afraid of you
I know you're weak

I'm here to tell you - you'll never own me
I will refuse you and laugh as you cry
You've violated but now I'm stronger
I take my life back and watch as you fall

Your time will come, so be wanted
I will be back for retribution
Your screams will help me fall asleep at night
And live through the day

I'm here to tell you - you'll never own me
I will refuse you and laugh as you cry
You've violated but now I'm stronger
I take my life back and watch as you fall

I've say goodbye to the pain
Your presence here cannot destroy me
You can try, but I will stand up
When you knock me down

I'm here to tell you - you'll never own me
I will refuse you and laugh as you cry
You've violated but now I'm stronger
I take my life back...

I'm here to tell you - you'll never own me
I will refuse you and laugh as you cry
You've violated but now I'm stronger
I take my life back and watch as you fall

When I look into the mirror, what is it I see?
Reflection of my greatest enemy

When I listen to myself speak, was is it I hear?
Sounds of hatred, wasting all these years

Let me die before I wake
Living life was my mistake

Will this feeling ever end?
Lonliness, my only friend
Must be something I have done
It feels like I'm the only one

Who am I, what have I become? I don't recognize
I am everything that I despise

Let me die before I wake
Living life was my mistake

Lost the war inside my head
The strenght inside has met it's dream

Let me die before I wake
Living life was my mistake

Will this feeling ever end?
Lonliness, my only friend
Must be something I have done
It feels like I'm the only one

Me, myself, my enemy...

I dwell on the times I've had I can't seem to leave the past I've lost who I am inside My spirit has long since died My eyes, they no longer see My ears, they don't hear a sound My lips, they have lost the taste My hands, they no longer feel Broken and torn am I withered and worm through time So where do I go from here? Contunie to breathe this fear? Your eyes, never see me grieve Yor ears, never hear my cries Your lips, never speak the truth Your hands, never hold me tight This isn't living, I'm only existing I refuse to stay here and continue to live out this lie So I shatter the hourglass, hoping my time will pass Because I'll only be noticed when my name is written in stone My soul is made of glass Weakend from sorrows past I've lost all the will to try So I slowly wait to die How long should I will regret? Why me? I have paid my dues So lost, how can I be found? I wish time would heal my wounds This isn't living, I'm only existing I refuse to stay here and continue to live out this lie So I shatter the hourglass, hoping my time will pass Because I'll only be noticed when my name is written in stone This isn't living, I'm only existing I refuse to stay here and continue to live out this lie So I shatter the hourglass, hoping my time will pass Because I'll only be noticed when my name is written in stone

Chaos is my wake up call
Another day of suffering
Waste time staring at the wall
Nowhere to go, no one to see

So many voices are stalking my mind
I can't sleep because they're screaming at me
I can feel eyes that are staring at me
Even though there is nobody here

I'm afraid to go outside
I don't want to face reality
I'm so paranoid inside
It seems like I'll forever be

I'm terrified, dead inside
If I'm dreaming, someone wake me
They've haunted me secretly, all my life
When I'm alone, uncontrolled
Madness leads my every movement
Ot's killing me, can't you see? I'm insane

Hate myself my everyday
I don't want to live to see the night
If my thoughts don't kill me first
I'm doing to end it with a knife

So many voices are stalking my mind
I can't sleep because they're screaming at me
I can feel eyes that are staring at me
Even though there is nobody here

I'm terrified, dead inside
If I'm dreaming, someone wake me
They've haunted me secretly, all my life
When I'm alone, uncontrolled
Madness leads my every movement
Ot's killing me, can't you see? I'm insane

["Drakkar Anni":]
We are servants of the night
Stalkers, hunters, miscreants
Creatures of a black domain
Sleepless, sunless revenants

["Alan Morton":]
I will defy the seperation
Of darkness and light, this I swear
Fuse them together, unite them as one
Power is mine!

["Aline Cedrac":]
Playing with fire, you're end up burning
Consequence for your mistake

["Drakkar Anni":]
We fear the day for the sun
Await the dusk, sacrifice
We roam the earth, take the flesh
Dwelling among satan's lair

["Aline Cedrac":]
When darkness falls
They appear to blind eyes
When the shadows wake, silence breaks
We stand helpless

["Alan Morton":]
Death! I have brought death to light
Hell! Welcome to hell my dear

["Aline Cedrac":]
Fall! Your fallen fall from grace
Look what you've done

["Alan Morton":]
Come! Join me in damnation

["Aline Cedrac":]
No! I will not follow you!

["Alan Morton":]
Night will overwhelm us

["Drakkar Anni":]
Alone in the dark!

["Drakkar Anni":]
We are servants of the night
Stalkers, hunters, miscreants
Creatures of a black domain
Sleepless, sunless revenants

["Alan Morton":]
I hold the key to all that is evil
Crossing the gates into hell
I'm the creator, I'm the enforcer
You shall obey!

["Aline Cedrac":]
When darkness falls
They appear to blind eyes
When the shadows wake, silence breaks
We stand helpless

Living everyday through this nightmare no signs of waking up
Surrounded by my fear and frustration paralysed here I stand

So I surrender now, and give up on myself
Been sinking for so long, I'm one to deep now
How much more can I bear? Seems no one even cares
I'm drown in a sea of desperation

Suicide the comfort that I crave
Kill me now and send me to my grave
Suicide you're listening to me
Let me die and finally be free
Suicide salvation from my pain
My demise humanity to blame
Suicide my life is in your hands
Suicide stay by my side

I've tried over and over again, still you see, I can't hang on
Hopelessly I lie and wait for redemption, as I slowly drift away

Drink of the poison now and take my final bow
Don't know what lies ahead I'll take that chance though
For all that I've been through don't know what else to do
(I kiss my life goodbye so hear my last words...)

Suicide the comfort that I crave
Kill me now and send me to my grave
Suicide you're listening to me
Let me die and finally be free
Suicide salvation from my pain
My demise humanity to blame
Suicide my life is in your hands
Suicide stay by my side

Suicide, be my guide, embrace me now, so I can die

Suicide the comfort that I crave
Kill me now and send me to my grave
Suicide you're listening to me
Let me die and finally be free
Suicide salvation from my pain
My demise humanity to blame
Suicide my life is in your hands
Suicide stay by my side

I left alone my mind was blank
I needed time to get the memories from my mind

What did I see can I believe that what I saw
That night was real and not just fantasy

Just what I saw in my old dreams were they
Reflections of my warped mind staring back at me

'Cos in my dream it's always there the evil face that twists my mind
And brings me to despair

The night was black was no use holding back
'Cos I just had to see was someone watching me
In the mist dark figures move and twist
Was this all for real or some kind of hell
666 the number of the beast
Hell and fire was spawned to be released

Torches blazed and sacred chants were praised
As they start to cry hands held to the sky
In the night the fires burning bright
The ritual has begun Satan's work is done
666 the number of the beast
Sacrifice is going on tonight

This can't go on I must inform the law
Can this still be real or just some crazy dream
But I feel drawn towards the evil chanting hordes
They seem to mesmerize me ... can't avoid their eyes
666 the number of the beast
666 the one for you and me

I'm coming back I will return
And I'll possess your body and I'll make you burn
I have the fire I have the force
I have the power to make my evil take its course