Reckoning Night
Album - 6 ottobre 2004 - Debaser id 150921

Sometimes I feel so out of time and place, trapped in a maze
As if I was lost in someone else's life...
The values I should keep in high regard don't mean a thing to me

Do you ever feel a need to go back in time? A dream of mine...
To travel far away and one day steal back my life
In the end all I can do is to learn I live in a dreamland

This time was not made for me, I have nowhere to land, no place to rest,
Like a bird, without a nest, I'm gliding
Under the clouds, forevermore

How much suffocated anxiety can be held within?
I was found guilty to a crime against myself.
No need to hear the words again,
I live and I'd die for my dreamland

This time was not made for me...

I'll never have a chance, I can't understand
I'm a misplaced man
How could this backward land
Learn to understand my dance
what it's like, when every single smile hurts...

I have never felt like home here
Always missing something
People aren't connecting
Am I a misplaced soul?

I live in a perfect Hell, I try finding my wishing well
when I drop my last tear, I have accepted this life

A true saint, that I am not, you have never seen me
'Cause I have always been there, standing by your side

[SOLO]

I'll never have a chance, I can't understand
I'm a misplaced man
How could this backward land
Learn to understand my dance
what it's like, when

Every single moment pains me...
Never felt like home here
I am missing something
My soul's in a wrong shell

Your pretty face seduced me,
Blinded me from how you used me
I walked the long way home,
only to get hurt by you again
The longest glance, oh,
What illusions did I have of you?
A lone reflection splitting in two

You found all seven ways to keep me near,
Near within your reach
You sure knew how to harness love,
But never made me more than want you
I'm not sorry, you will never get more out of me
'Cause I am blinded no more

You sucked out my will to live
You gave me the crown, and killed
High road would have none to regret
Never left, I took the low road instead

Love is a little death between two little lives,
Nothing more
Now I have myself to live for...

You sucked out my will to live
You gave me the crown, and killed
High road would have none to regret
Never left, I took the low road instead

Oh, my life out of my hands
I always gave eternal love another chance
Say the words, I wanna hear, all over again
Consuming love, my only reason

Nothing is service free,
Such things cannot be healed,
That will do fine for me,
So come here, come, come, come

And suck out my will to live
You gave me the crown, and killed
High road would have none to regret
Never left, I took the low road instead

Oh, In the same nightmare again
Oh, Dark tunnel of love will never end
Oh, Taken for granted again
Oh, Too weak to say it is over, all over

[SOLO]

Oh, my life out of my hands
I always gave eternal love another chance
Say the words, I wanna hear all over again
Consuming love, my only reason

We always seem to end up here and break a lance
Ready to give eternal love another chance
You say the words, I wanna hear all over again
Lust is my all-consuming reason
Now, take me again

The ones who seek justice
Will pray for it all their lives
They can and they will skin us all one day
Oh, can you hear them cries?
As far as the man can run from us
We're following the trail of blood
So hunt, my young ones...

I have always known the storm would come
Listen now my young ones
This is not a story I tell
Of midnight, moon and sun

Are you ready to walk the forbidden road?
Learn again what we tried to forget?
The dark can now take over you

We had a common past, an ancient bond
The people once broke
We would only take what we need,
They would harvest our weak

But they hunted us all
We ended the last of them, thus far
Ten lifetimes ago
In hope of healing the sore
But the war still went on

Praying for the moon, hiding for the day
These might be our last times
I ain't gonna see you taken away
Heading for the dawn of our way of life
You're welcome to give it your best try
Look me in the eyes oh, wolver,
This ain't your fairytale

It took so many years to teach them
How to cry wolf
We made the people serve the purpose
Those ignorant fools (I am a fool)

Teach the ones below you something you've learned
And learn from the ones above you
Fear is your deepest wisdom
For these last days

Praying for the moon, hiding for the day
These might be our last times
I ain't gonna see you taken away
Heading for the dawn, of our way of life
You're welcome to give it your best try
Look me in the eyes oh wolver,
This ain't your fairytale

The ones who seek justice
Will pray for it all their lives
They can and they will skin us all one day
Oh, can you hear them cries
As far as the man can run from us
We're following the trail of blood
So hunt, my young ones
The pack they have always feared is back!

[SOLO]

On your last day, remember:
We never die
Death does not exist for us

They don't fear the wolf,
But the wild within
No glory to the way this must end
This is a story I told
Unfolding before you

Praying for the moon, hiding for the day
These might be our last times
I ain't gonna see you taken away
Heading for the dawn of our way of life
You're welcome to give it your best try
Look me in the eyes oh, wolver,
This ain't your fairytale

The ones who seek justice
Will pray for it all their lives
They can and they will skin us all one day
Oh, can you hear them cries
As far as the man can run from us
We're following the trail of blood
So hunt, my young ones
The pack they have always feared is back!

So many years ago,
Many more than I even care to bear in my mind
From the darkest of all places I found you

All the limbs in the right places
And a heart made of real gold,
Sell me your little doll, oh sir, I ask you kind

Every night I returned to watch them
The master and the puppet in the show
He said "Oh no I cannot sell him,
Priceless he is, masterpiece of mine"

Please sell me your puppet sir,
Name your price, oh please,
whatever you may ask
tenfold the price I'll pay
"Did I not make it clear? This debate is over,
I will never part from this puppet my son"

With hungry eyes, I follow them all night
The blind master and the puppet he had made
"No sir, to sell is not my will
The doll is mine even if I have to kill"

"So it shall be if this is what it takes
Greed is truly blinder than me
Heart of gold is what you wish for
So this little boy wants to be a puppet, for real"

So I have a golden heart
Now only heeding the voice of the master
Never feel hunger, never grow older
My dream was to be a star in a real puppet show (show)

[SOLO]

It's so hard to remember my life
The times before the show
Can I ever cut off the strings?
"Take a bow, now dance and sing, sing!"
Would you turn me to a child again?
"No never, I am your guide"
You can see a small grin on the face
Of the master when the puppet's in his place

Be careful of what you wish for
Wishes might come alive
The twines are pulling me every day and night
The show, the glitter and all the fame
I'd give it away for a life
Some things can end with a word, they say
This only ends with a sharp knife, knife!

Nocturnal poetry:
Dressed in the whitest silver you'd smile at me
Every night I wait for my sweet Selene

But still...

Solitude's upon my skin
A Life that's bound by the chains of reality
Would you let me be your Endymion?

I would
Bathe in your moonlight and slumber in peace
Enchanted by your kiss in forever sleep

But until we unite
I live for that night
Wait for time
Two souls entwine

In the break of new dawn
My hope is forlorn
Shadows they will fade
But I'm always in the shade
Without you...

Serene and silent sky
Rays of moon are dancing with the tide
A perfect sight, a world divine

And I...

The loneliest child alive
Always waiting, searching for my rhyme
I'm still alone in the dead of night

Silent I lie with a smile on my face
Appearance deceives and the silence betrays

As I wait for the time
My dream comes alive
Always out of sight
But never out of mind

And under waning moon
Still I long for you
Alone against the light
Solitude am I

In the end I'm enslaved by my dream
In the end there's no soul who'd bleed for me

[SOLO]

Hidden from daylight I'm sealed in my cave
Trapped in a dream that is slowly turning to nightmare,
Where I'm all alone
Venial is life when you're but a dream,
The book is still open the pages as empty as me

[SOLO]

I cling to a hope that's beginning to fade
Trying to break the desolation I hate

But until we unite
I live for that night
Wait for time
Two souls entwine

In the break of new dawn
My hope is forlorn
We will never meet
Only misery and me

This is my final call
My even fall
Drowning into time
I become the night

By the light of new day
I'll fade away
Reality cuts deep
Would you bleed with me
My Selene?

[spoken]
Oh, why are we so sad?
Are we feeling hurt by their evil eyes and all those empty words?
We are thirsty for payback?
What would we like to do with the town?
Wouldn't we like to make it dance with the animal?
Would we? Would we?
Tell us, what we would like to do.
Burn it. Burn it all...
[spoken]

Burn honey, burn, let the fire eat away
I never liked the look of this town
Burn it down now
I'll run, they all know what I've done
I fetch my gear and take my leave from this mountain

I never had a chance to prove I wasn't guilty,
I always seemed to get blamed for
Every little crime, I didn't even have a name for...

Still running, still defeated in my mind
I never even tried to defend my own pride
The father ain't always like the son
They claim we've purloined, I'm not the one...

The story always goes, when the anger within
Builds up for too long...
Takes us over...
And we all are forced to obey, hey...

It was a match made in Hell,
Now the whole mountain burns
And every man gets what no man deserves

Our beloved kin never learned to fit in
Now I pay for my name, live my life in sin
How much less can I ask from you people?
This town stays in disarray
'Til the rules are the same for us all, hey...

I've ran on this mountain, with no guilt of my own
The trees and the rocks, every cave, every hole
I dropped them a line, "Beware, this mountain will
blow in your face. My last saving grace..."

Bells toll all over town, burn, burn until it's all gone
Game over, what was a bad joke is now a reality show...

Oh, we all are forced to obey... (x2)

I climbed up the mountain,
And dug a grave for each day of pain,
It's in the past, this moment's so frail...
I am what you made me
With years of abuse, so burn! (Burn, burn, burn)

It was a match made in Hell,
Now the whole mountain burns
And every man gets what no man deserves

Our beloved kin never learned to fit in
Now I pay for my name, live my life in sin
How much less can I ask from you people?
This town stays in disarray
'Til the rules are the same for us all

Our beloved kin never learned to fit in
Now I pay for my name, live my life in sin
How much less can I ask from you people?
I hereby declare a martial law
And you all, we all are forced to obey... hey!

In good old times, remember my friend
Moon was so bright and so close to us, sometimes

We were still blind and deaf, what a bliss
Painting the world of our own, for our own eyes, now

Can we ever have what we had then?
Friendship unbreakable
Love means nothing to me
Without blinking an eye
I'd fade, if so needed,
All those moments with you
If I had you beside me

One cloudy day we both lost the game
We drifted so far and away

Nothing is quite as cruel as a child
Sometimes we break the unbreakable, sometimes

And we'll never have what we had then
Friendship unbroken
Love means nothing to me
Without blinking an eye
I'd fade, if so needed,
All those moments with you
If I had you beside me now

I was unable to cope with what you said
Sometimes we need to be cruel to be kind
Child that I was, could not see the reason
Feelings I had were but sham and a lie

I have never forgotten your smile
Your eyes, oh, Shamandalie

Time went by, many memories died
I'm writing this down to ease my pain

You saw us always clearer than me
How we were never meant to be
Love denied meant the friendship would die
Now I have seen the light
These memories make me cry

Can I ever have what I had then?
Friendship unbroken
Love means nothing to me
Without blinking an eye
I'd fade, if so needed,
All those moments with you
And see the world with my wide open eyes

Friendship got broken
There's no other for me
Like the one of my childhood days
Can you forgive me?
The love got better off me,
On that one day back in old times

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