Fucked Up Inside
Live - 12 luglio 1993 - Debaser id 90441

Every day I wake up
And I take my medication
And I spend the rest of the day
Waiting for it to wear off
Every night I stay up late
And make my state more desperate
Spend the rest of the night
Waiting for it to wear off

I'm waiting for the time
When I can be without
These things that make me feel
This way all of the time

Every now and then
I get the urge to drive around
Get into my car
And then I'll maybe go up town
Take my medication
Do my best to get it on
Spend the rest of the night
Waiting for it to wear off

I'm waiting for the time
When I can be without
These things that make me feel
This way all of the time

Every time I say this
I just know this time I mean it
But a feeling deep inside
Says "it's okay one more time"

I'm waiting for the time
When I can be without
These things that make me feel
This way all of the time

Makes me feel so good
Makes me feel so fine
Makes me feel so good
Leaves me fucked up inside

Medicate my days
Medicate my nights
Medicate my life
Don't it feel alright
Don't it feel so good
Lord don't it feel just fine
Don't it feel so good
Don't it feel so fine
Don't it feel so good
Leaves me fucked up inside

Girl its like an angel's sigh
When I see you walking by
Girl you know the reason why
Girl you know the reason why
Girl you know I've nothing left
I'm just a feather on your breath
Girl you know the reason why
Girl you know the reason why

I walked with Jesus and he would say
Oh you poor child you ain't coming with me, no way
He found heaven on earth, he's gonna burn for your sins
But I think I'll be good company down there with all of my friends
Well I got around to thinking about what Jesus said to me
'Cause if Heaven's like this then that's the place to be
It's a long long time between now and my death
And I've gotta have my fun so I've chosen what's best

Well
Here it comes
Here comes the sound
The sound of confusion

So listen sweet lord forgive me of my sins
Cause I can't stand this life without all of these things
I know I've done wrong but I'm in heaven on earth
I know I've done wrong but I could have done you worse

Jesus please meet me at the center of the earth
Because these wings are gonna fail me
And I could've done you worse.

And when you shine
You know you take
A massive part out of me
And when you smile
You know you blind me
To all the horrors I see