Chapter V
Album - 9 agosto 2005 - Debaser id 240891

I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting

You take this all for granted
All the things they used to feed you
By keeping you distracted
Just long enough to bleed you

Gone

A reason for your anger
It's what I need, it's what I need
To recognize the truth
It's what I need, it's what I need
So burn your paper Jesus
It's what I need, it's what I need
And all the things you do
It's what I need, it's what I need

Question what they tell you
All the lies that they are teaching
When the make the corporations
All the desperate people stealing

Fear

A reason for your anger
It's what I need, it's what I need
To recognize the truth
It's what I need, it's what I need
So burn your paper Jesus
It's what I need, it's what I need
And all the things you do
It's what I need, it's what I need

Somebody chose these words for you
Interpretations of the truth
Somewhere behind your fear they hide
To fill the holes inside

A reason for your anger
It's what I need, it's what I need
To recognize the truth
It's what I need, it's what I need
So burn your paper Jesus
It's what I need, it's what I need
And all the things you do
It's what I need, it's what I need

Are you afraid, afraid of the truth
In the mirror staring back at you.
The image is cracked but so is the view, yeah.
The strength of a tree begins in the roots
That I tend bury into you
At least now the storm can't blow me away.

So crawl inside my head with me.
I'll show you how it feels to be,
To blame like me.

Should I be afraid of this face that I see
In the mirror staring back at me?
So cold were the days when I listen to you.
And you say that I'm weak, so show me the proof
Because I still exist in spite of you
But I won't compete with you every day.

So crawl inside my head with me.
I'll show you how it feels to be,
To blame like me.

Schizophrenic conversations that
I'm always having with myself.
I hear these voices in my head competing.
Maybe I could use a little help
I still have schizophrenic conversations
Where there's no one else around to hear.
I long for solitude and peace within me
Void of all the anger and the fear.

So crawl inside my head with me.
I'll show you how it feels to be,
Fucked up like me.

I'll show you how it feels to be
To blame like me
Ashamed like me

You in your shell
are you waiting for someone to rescue you
from yourself.
Don't be disappointed when no one comes.

Don't blame me you didn't get it [3x]

[Chorus]
I already told you, that falling is easy its getting back up that becomes the problem,
becomes the problem
and if you don't believe you can find a way out you become the problem,
become the problem.

You, all alone,
are you waiting for someone to make you whole?
Can't you see
aren't you tired of this dysfunctional routine.

Don't blame me you didn't get it [3x]

[Chorus]

[Chorus]

falling is easy its getting back up that becomes the problem,
becomes the problem
and if you believe you can find a way out then you solve the problem,
you solve your problem.

Twisting,
turning,
crashing,
burning,
all this just to break me down.

[Chorus]
You don't know me
you don't see me
you don't know me
cause I don't care.

But I'm still here,
patiently waiting for you to disappear.
Is this my cross to bear?

Faceless,
faking,
pressure,
taking,
all this just to bring me down.

[Chorus]

You don't know me
You don't own me
cause I'm aware

But I'm still here,
patiently waiting for you to disappear.
Is this my cross to bear?

I'm still here,
reluctantly waiting for you to interfere.
Is this my cross to bear?

She sits alone again
and tries her best not to pretend
that all she used to live for
was the love that wasn't there.

And every time she needs to do the things that she believes
will fill the void inside of her
because he was never there,

And she says, "I swear I'm not the devil
though you think I am,
I swear I'm not the devil." (x2)

He tries to sleep again,
and wonders when the pain will end
the cuts they may run deeper than his cracking outer shell

He looks with tired eyes
at all the people hypnotized
and wonders what can save him
from his self created hell.

And he says, "I swear I'm not the devil
though you think I am,
I swear I'm not the devil." (x2)

I always fail to see the little things in front of me,
the things that mean so much to you, a way to let you know
that I appreciate the way you always tolerate
but sometimes when I medicate frustration in you
shows me how you feel

But I swear I'm not the devil
though you think I am,
I swear I'm not the devil.

And I scream,
I swear I'm not the devil
though you think I am,
I swear I'm not the devil.

Can't you see that I'm sick of this?
Chances are you are oblivious to how I feel
sitting on your throne, and I'm sure that I'm not alone

Tell me please, who the fuck did you want me to be?
Was it something that I couldn't see?
Never knew this would be so political
and please, I'm still wearing this miserable skin
and it's starting to tear from within
but it's obvious that doesn't bother you, so please.

I didn't think that you'd sell me out
now I know what you're all about.
You might feel in control of things,
but you're not holding all the strings.

Tell me please, who the fuck did you want me to be?
Was it something that I couldn't see?
Never knew this would be so political
and please, I'm still wearing this miserable skin
and it's starting to tear from within
but it's obvious that doesn't matter to you.

I've swallowed all your answers
I've swallowed all my pride
you've used up all your chances
can't keep this all inside

Tell me please, who the fuck did you want me to be?
Was it something that I couldn't see?
Never knew this would be so political
and please, I'm still wearing this miserable skin
and it's starting to tear from within
but it's obvious that doesn't bother you,
so please, don't be telling me that it's ok
I don't buy all the shit that you say
and quite honestly I'm fucking sick of it.
So please, if I cut off this nose from my face
then I wouldn't feel so out of place
but it still wouldn't be quite enough for you,
so please.

You, I trusted your intentions the trust you took advantage of now you are sitting in the hole that you
dug around yourself.

You lie so much you think it's true and you know what the truth is. How does someone get to be like you,
the king of all excuses?

Dark deception caught inside the web you have spun. Did you forget you have a family, the damage you have
done.

I trusted you. I trusted in you. ??

Everything must come full circle it kills me that I feel this hurtful I wonder what you're children think
of you, the king of all excuses.

I have seen too many sad eyes look at me,
The eyes that set me free,
All the places that I've been.

So thank you for the letters that you thought you wrote in vain
And for the times you chose to stand out in the rain and wait for me,
For me.

Your words,
Your words help me to see
A little honesty
In a world that doesn't share
And your eyes
Tell the story of your pain
Severity of your disdain
In a world that doesn't care.

So thank you for the letters that you thought you wrote in vain
And for the times you chose to stand out in the rain and wait

We, we understand my pain,
From this I gather strength,
In that we are the same.

So thank you for the letters that you thought you wrote in vain
And for the times you chose to stand out in the rain and wait,
The life I live will never be the same without you...
You here...
Without you here...