Outside the Simian Flock
Album - 2001 - Debaser id 26625

I fear what I'll never be, i fear what I'll never see
I take in what they throw out, I take in what they devour

You gave me this special thing, you gained from this rotten fling
You gave me this special thing, you gained from this rotten fling
Baby can't you see, I love simplicity and I will not stay too long
Can't, will not stay too long, baby can't you see,
Don't need this expertise, I got enough on my own bill

You'll get your wish fullfilled
I wonder if i will find, some chaotic piece of mind
If one ever gets in right, if one ever wins this fight

You think that you're heavensent, but you're just a malcontent
You think that you're heavensent, but you're just a malcontent

I fear that I'll never feel, I fear that this movies real
I'm leaving when they show up, I continue, when they stop

You gave me this special thing, you gained from this rotten fling
You gave me this special thing, you gained from this rotten fling

Woman what is wrong, thought I was everyone,
And I had already seen 2 seas, saw about a million me's
Woman,what is wrong, I know my ways are strong
But I can't settle down for less, had to flee from tis mess

If wonder if you were me, If you were what I could be
How can I be everyone, how can I fuck everyone
You think that you're heavensent, but you're just a malcontent
You think that you're heavensent, but you're just a malcontent

You're my champagne
My only side mondaine
You make me sane
When i'm one step away from really hurting myself

You are my tower
Girl, you can golden shower
All over me
Cause i'm one inch away from destroying myself

I only wish that you've got plans for me baby,
You know i'll be good and you can stick everything in me
The reason i jump from my seat is not you,
I'm just very alert, don't wana to carcrash with you

Can you believe that, she doesn't feel the need
To overcome this messs and forget about the stress
That she has now, when she thinks about the lies
Which made her whos he is, how many time she tried
To be boyish, use tape to flat her breast, living life in closet
And playing with the cars of her brother, who turned into a plant
Liked the tasted of sugat, but now he's using hemp in his backroom
With everyhting at hand, porno on the telly and every night his hand
Anyway she said: I'm gonna work i out, whatever is the problem, i'm gonna get it out
And now sh's here and now they're here now the butcher is here
And they got plans for her body yeah they're going to get her fixed
So she told me about the outcome of her plan, toiletseat up, convenient for a man
She was happy, didn't change her name, everything was fine but running gave her pain
Anyway she said: I'm gonna work it out, whatever is the problem , i'm gonna get it out
And now sh's here and now they're here and now the butcher is here

All that comfort is just too much and your eyes took all neon they could take
All you breath is exhaust and gas, all you feed of is bones, offal and trash
I just want to know who she was before, before she became a crsytal gazing shrew